getting caught up or just caught...

Well the two prior posts are things I wrote elsewhere, but I am too scattered and trying to consolidate. Too many blogs and sites and spots and places are making me wacky wacko.

I feel in love with another potential job only to be denied....sad i was. Depressed and in despair I did not get. I have a few potential positions on the horizon and I am going to put my best foot forward and take it from there. Sooner or later someone has to want me. it's not me...it's them. If they are judging me to being overweight - then they might not be any different than that horrid boss ****** Brown that said I was too fat and he didn't want to see me out of my office.
and maybe,just maybe the dream position that I hope to meet with this week will be the one. I've really been trying to stay in the moment and not get to crazy about it all.

Speaking of Crazy. I find out that Wellspring is now officially a bust. Tom has been embezzeling $ and the scam we all figured out - National Advisor is now a lawsuit. Who will be calling? IRS, FBI, DOJ? somebody will want this. Where is Tom? Has anyone checked the new home he was building with the company $ even though he was not paying the employees???? or has he flown the coop? He was asking me about the cheapest fares to Europe before he laid me off.