"You just don't get it"...

But yes I do. I get that there are different standards for me than everyone else on the team. I get that if I forget to dot an eye it's on the list...and everyone else is just busy and trying their best.

But what you don't know is that I am, right now, more than every in my life, fragile. I feel like I on the verge of losing it and quite frankly I don't know how to make that different with you. I try staying away... doesn't work. I try coming to you for help and counsel, doesn't work...you just think I can't do something. I try just getting it done and it's not good enough.

Today at the conference they mentionied that people being bullies were not going to be allowed. I know it wasn't in this context, but why doesn't the concept remain the same?

And I haven't even begun to express how I feel about my friend and her actions....
Can't you see that you think you're making someone else accountable...and you're not, you're killing me. Nails in my coffin.

Sick of it all. And it's making me sick...litterally.