What A Day!!!

Being off work health challenges - and doing it all alone, has to be one the biggest life stressors. Or maybe it just feels like way because I have all the other biggies stacked right there too.

Today I got a letter that stated that my ex-employer said that I left voluntarily, so I was not qualified for the lower rate of Cobra insurance. I just sat in a chair in the corner of our lobby where I live and couldn't stop crying. My mind was racing with the options that I felt I had. Move, sell everything, ignore my pain and issues and just get another job... regardless of my health....so many things.

Then I came upstairs and I called the lady @ Cobra services. It's not a done deal, but she says that if I didn't resign and if I got a letter telling me x date I would be terminated because I can't come back to work because of health....then that that does qualify me for the lower rate (35% of what I was going to have to pay.)

I think my nervous system is just shot. Just too many jolts to the system. All my hair is falling out. I'm going tomorrow to cut it uber short (pixie) and a new FB friend is sending me this shampoo that helps cancer patients grow and thicken hair.

Night friends....
Namaste'